Yeah grew up killers, I didn't know they was killers We was just man, playing Mega-man on Sega man Your mama me to death, she reminded me of Afeni Yeah real queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me you came to my house This shit was like a timeout reality One night you asked me what I'm about 'Cause you was staying for the weekend I woke up from out my When I mama and my stepfather beefin I know if he been drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I heard rumbling from And on the ground Could never get used to sound My mama get off me My tears is now I wish you never saw me 'Cause I like a coward, so powerless I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through that door my fucking And grab the Glock off the fucking shelf If nothing else a nigga shitless There two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get heart No how big the nigga, no matter how small you are Fast-forward to our older Two different You used to to me about college but that shit didn't last Waste of potential, getting cash, could I say? So tired of not things, you never see it my way Too proud to demise One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body twice size I asked if it was self defense, he it was defense of pride And that they trying to you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The same one that told me that things always get Just me, don't cry my nigga The news call him a killer, but he my Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga