(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil 'I think I'll just have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)