(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down over dose substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to take just one and I end up having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for of the time. Who's that behind that little line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)