Luyện nghe bài hát Despondency

My visions are all
I see but red

This hatred has now congealed to a climatic state
Why do I remain to weaken through the years?
I am so - my soul dies all the while

I wish to co-exist with this feeble human race
I don't feel the need to be infected the disease called "life"

A state of grief causes my mind great pain
In this state
I suffer despondency

and murderous thoughts
Form deep my mind
Dwelling on these sights to the where I'm insane
Why do I alive when I only wish to die?
I am so distressed - my soul all the while

I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that without a choice
Your fears of death are up by the words "Suicide is weak"

Released the grip of life's burdening chains
My body devoid of blood and to embrace pain

With death I'll in strength and might
away without remorse
With I'll leave this weakened earth
To at one with the night

With death grow in strength and might
away without remorse
With death I'll leave this earth
I am at one the night