If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd I'm try'na holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose love than to on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, woman you cold. Every that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This pain she inherit be reversed. I can't even stay living in the of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me that I meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat of a first impression. What I do is I channel my with no cable or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can to a better you... Cars, nothing I can drive you out of this frame of mind. with a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your heart to to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so presented in her presence endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I know how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow, Somehow......