Cause I had the of the worst sides And I had lungs, oh And I had too flash fires That I let them burn Till my chest is on And my just won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I I I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just so tired Like move or slowly die So you ain't you you're like this This you and you know it But that just the point? And you don't how to let go Who this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll let you know No, I can't you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking sometimes But still, I always be whatever you wanted But not what you when you been needing me Cause I'm a fucking mess And I'll say I don't mean Just cause I or maybe I need it lying's the only rush I need, yeah
Cause all I needed was words to say That all these feelings don't mean to me Cause it's all chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many to take To all this just go away and find another heart to break So heartless with words I say Just saying I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love I can't even love myself Things I rather be at the back of my head But I'm addicted to And I got these lungs, And I spent too many nights Just a hole in the earth the sky is on fire And my head still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I Cause I just so tired Like I need something to alive She said, "You ain't you when you're this." "This ain't you, what you done?" And I said, "That's the point." And you don't how to let go Who said this must be all or But I'm still below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you
I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still, I could always be whatever you But not you needed Especially you been needing me I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I mean Just I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need,