I was painting a still this morning Of a throat lozenge sitting on a copy of of Cancer The only thing weird it is that a year ago I never I'd paint anything again I decided I wasn't ever gonna again It didn't bother me too much, dead David Hockney's still alive, I don't to paint
I painted over ten thousand Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones and light I've haystacks and rich old ladies by their pools nothing but a scarf I've painted there was to paint Now it was time to sit back, give Get on the internet, out at club med Take stock of I've done
You know, the best I ever had was a dog It sounds like a unless it's happened to you Some days dog was the only reason I even got out of bed dog went everywhere with me and then I heard the crack addicts Were stealin' dogs and them for animal research It sounded like an urban to me like the mouse in the Coke bottle But I started leavin' her at home after
You know, Paula was my wife for a She ran off to Paris with the great of Van Gogh A cartoonist who did graphics for Le Monde When left she took my dog, I never saw her again Except in the court during the custody She won and got to the dog And I speak to anyone for months
You know it feels Like there's so much that you Sometimes the world is down Sometimes it seems the only thing you need Is holdin' someone's hand as you walk town
I started hanging with Dino He used to run a poker back east Now he has a little coffee shop, sells cappuccino to his old Tommy, and Jimmy the Wig and Ugly Rose
You know the best person I knew Was a woman named Estelle She still calls me drunk every few And asks me stuff I don't to talk about You can't talk to her unless you're drunk yourself Then we go all
she goes, "Why baby, why baby, why baby, why Have you turned your on love? You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
Well, one morning I was out in front of Dino's place Jake the Shears, a guy from Philly who gives free mohawks There were a of young painters, I was hopin' to come by So I could give 'em advice
Yeah, I was sittin' there updating my list of When this girl walks in and the universe kind of Turned out she the same tea as me Don't take more than that to a conversation sometimes She believed collage was the of all the arts And was busy pasting of horses, next to ads for laundry soap Next to Ali, she had a turquoise in her ear And Rachmaninoff was always in her head
But that day I was trying to describe her to Jimmy the Wig I couldn't any words and I realized I'd started to sketch her chin Somehow it didn't right, I scratched it out and tried it again I filled an entire pad, I threw it away, I never came close
For a six days I sat at place The rain wouldn't quit and no one in Finally on the seventh day it cleared and in she I asked her to sit with me and I her a cup of tea And I asked her to model for me afternoon I was at a canvas She was wearing a yellow I swore if she let me, I'd get it
I've painted ten thousand paintings Sad ones, funny ones, dark ones, and ones But sitting there, it was like I couldn't even my own name I and said, "It's been a few months If you have patience, get the hang of it again" In the next few weeks, I painted her hundreds of If I get the nose right, the too long If I get 'em both right, the is too thin But I keep after it and one day I, I'll get it all
I painted a still life this morning, of a throat on a copy of Tropic of Cancer The only was funny is that I never thought I'd anything again I think I go visit Estelle Those mountains are good for the soul I'll my brushes and some Jack Daniels And we can make up for lost
And she said, "Why baby, why baby, why baby Baby why have you your back on love You had so chances Why you let 'em all go by?"
And she says, "Why baby, why baby, why why? Baby why you turned your back on love You had so many Why you let 'em all go by?"
Sometimes it seems like there's so much you need the world is upside down Sometimes it seems like the only thing you Is holdin' hand as you walk through town