[Intro - is why I do this shit I think call this, umm, venting
1] Uh is me Still the They the hits I play the No tune, but you can feel the pain It all comes out like I hit a vein up Lil Bruh? What up Ville? I hope you know that the reason I have fun still The fans that we all signed for one mill' Equal opportunity rapping, that shit is That ain't how it That that how it goes And I be getting high to balance out the lows And I could use a writer just to balance out my But I never share my thoughts, is all a nigga knows And every I try, it opens up my eyes verses are a chance to be remembered and reprised And I be performing this as long as I'm alive So every word I utter be mine.
Don't believe the me in my eyes Please be scared of me Please be scared of me I you This feeling new So please don't be of me Please don't be of me Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
2] (Don't take this the way but uh) I never cried when Pac But I will when HOV does. And if my tears hold value, I would drop one for every single thing he showed us And be standing in a puddle I stay away from niggas that could land me in some And keep it honest I'm so tired of being It's me, Forty, O, and Nek standing in a huddle Staring at the members of my Who get questioned about they profit from this million dollar Just know that I'm in debt for you all our dreams I you tell your families this shit ain't what it seems But the reason for a lot of my devotion You I spend money because spending time is hopeless And know I pop because I bottle my emotions At I put it all in the open
3] Fuck all We ignore here millionaires Welcome to my realest I swear that we a killing here I should be on top of the world just chilling here Uh But it's funny having Who find you before ever has the chance And you up so you could be the biggest in the game And realize you're there Sometimes the don't feel the same And things are just surreal at home think I've changed just because my appeal has grown And now security follow me So I never actually am alone, I just always feel alone its carzy how someone from your past can alter your but thats how shit goes that special someone knows who they are ... just make my day and be exposed I think I'm of what the future holds I was wishing for some things and now im used to Every girl I thinks I'm fucking groupie hoes The honesty of my music has me too exposed All my old friends I got a new crowd And people seem to notice time I do smile I guess that mean they few and far between Even though I'm living out what you would call the And my uncle even messaging me And him missing in my life is kind of with me I this isn't one of those forever things It's funny how money can change