Two years, up Still sleep, up Girl gon up right, cake up Friends came, friends Bullshit is that, Hip Hop Really not Maybe my love died Sober, above high Slugs fly, eyes up, dry but still a thug I cry til I can't cry no my own nonsense I can't lie no more Soul's dead, breathless I can't no more Wheel's already fell off, I can't ride no I guess I... pack up all of my belongings and troop it You know it's beef when a smart get stupid it's justified, rational nullified He's shot 8 times, almost thought my brother died See he was raised different, I know his mother His arms tied, I'm tryna teach to touch the sky But still wild on by 40 cals Was young never saw me wild, Robert Horry style No why I picked up triggers to beef I ever fist fought with niggas bigger than me I never the one to try to grab shit in my reach Incompliant, you have now witnessed the I feel like life is all written, understand my Got on my knees told God I had a plan he I mean... pass, no sleep Cowards get a slow Showered the whole week Powerless freak Thinkin' suicide though, I'm scrutinized nigga, do or die Hood him crucified on, fresh dressed Model broads, Phone calls, death me what's the next step What's Whos as usual Gripping on my deuce Either way a lose All I is one mic blades, gun fights Grew no sun light sons plight If done right, won't and fail I don't the path I'm creating my own to a trial No or reason Nor reason to No more for thought Shit was seasoning Now they counting my Second guessing my fast weapons of mass in when you question my passion I live for Not the and the fame Got signed having the awnser then the question Saying jump off don't right Is blashphemous, right I astound is just what feelings sound like So even though when I do it it's For a while felt like I was music in vein We don't view it the I use it for do it for change I use it for But keep your thing Soundscans sky Build all hype bout it might cop it This is just my Maybe psychotic Though labels try to it is my antibiotic So let me doing what dudes like A nigga in the booth feeling then some new nikes And I cruise like No that! I do it, I might lose my soul Even though shit a nigga to his goal Would defeat the purpose Nahh that ain't what is that would be worthless Bars sounding A much deeper then what you see on the surface I rather resort back to purses Finally understanding what the gift and the is If I was more about a purchase I would ya'll it's about to go down like bird shit It takes courage, me urges Words split and got caught up in label And worse is I've been in the circus Up and the circuit It's like herses Sicker then the pedaphiles in the churches ain't the type of shit I need fit for my verses So lemme help understand mouse Why try to fit in when you a stand No album but the money ran out Beside from rap I'm kinda on land now I don't know where the game is It's just been by Hurricane Chris So niggas fathom what money and fame is some niggas get it by using their stainless Well some niggas get it the kid sustain in Me!... I'm Joe I don't let it change shit