Luyện nghe bài hát I Remember

Who's
there?

And I flashes of laughter
And lunatics lost in soul
propaganda scrolling across my mind
Like cinema

Belts and, and spoons
Flies in the
across my mind

Smiling but dead, smiling but
Smiling but dead, smiling but
Smiling but dead, but dead

on linoleum kitchens
TV streaming
And corporate consciousness into my
Cracked sinks
with insects and dirty dishes

The morning anxiety of, of grade school
stockings to hide the bruises
The friends, festive holidays
And in their, in their Sunday best
Pretending to each other

and generations
Of loneliness, sad
away in the dead of night
To escape stiff jawed
In, in the hungry trucks of an angry
and miles away

Patience and
Waking on the of the road
Hissing radiator, cracked like, like burned skin
And so hot
A nuclear holocaust felt like
A blizzard

I remember the first
I felt it alive inside me,
But the dead moving
Within the folds of its embrace

Opening and sliding black feathers
Inches at a
Its beak, its, its
Pushing and pushing and, and
And into the membrane

And I going numb
And to it hum
I'm feeling it in its mysteries
Exploring me with

I this
And I I never had a chance
There was never any it

and God
and God