Susan catches the bus into town at ten-thirty a.m. she sits on the seat. she looks at The man in front's and thinks how his fat wrinkled neck is like a large carrot out from the collar of his shirt. she adds up the numbers on her bus ticket to See if they make twenty-one, but they don't. maybe she shouldn't bother going to at All, then. her friends will be in the yard with arms folded on their chests, Shielding their breasts to try and make them look bigger, whilst the boys will be too Playing to notice. the bus is waiting on the high street when suddenly it begins To rain torrentially and it sounds like someone has emptied a million packets of Dried peas on top of the roof of the bus. 'what if it just raining,' she Thinks to herself, 'and it was just like being in an except it was all the Shoppers and office-workers that were floating the window instead of fish? ' She's still about this when the bus goes passed caroline lee's house where there Was a party last week. there some german exchange students there who were very Mature; they all ended up jumping out of the bedroom window. one of them to get her To kiss him on the stairs, so she kicked him. later she was sick because she too Much cider. caroline was drunk as she was pretending she was married to a tall boy In glasses, and she had to wear a polo-neck for three afterwards to cover up the on her neck. by now the bus is going passed the market. outside is a man who Spends all day forcing felt-tip into people's hands and then trying to make them pay For them. she used to in the pet shop, but she got sacked for talking to boys when She was supposed to be working. she wasn't too bothered though, she the smell of the Rabbits anyway. 'maybe this bus won't stop,' she thinks, 'and I'll on It until I'm old enough to go into pubs on my own. or it drive me to a town where with black hair drink special brew and I can make lots of money by charging fat old Men five pounds a time to up my skirt. oh, they'll be queuing up to take me out to Dinner...' I suppose you think she's just a silly girl stupid ideas, but i Remember her in those days. they about people with a fire within and all that stuff, Well, she had alright. it's just that no-one dared to jump into her fire; they would Have consumed. instead, they put her in a corner and let her heat up the room, Warming their hands and in front of her, and then slagging her off around town. No-one ever really got inside susan, and, and, she always up getting off the bus at The terminus and then home.