Sometimes I try to do things and it doesn't work out the way I wanted too And I get real frustrated, and its And I try hard to do it and my time And it just doesn't out the way I want it too It's like I concentrate on it real hard but it doesn't work out And everything I do and everything I try, it never out It's I need time to figure these things out But there's someone there going
Hey Mike: You know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems You know, maybe you get away, and like you should talk about it, You'll a lot better
And I go: No okay, you know I'll figure it out leave me alone I'll figure it out You I'll just work it on myself,
And they go: Well you know if you want to talk it I'll be here, you know And you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk it, so want don't you talk about it
And I go: No I don't to, I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself And they just keep bugging me and just keep bugging me And it builds up
So you're gonna be come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes You have any say They'll brainwash you you see their way
I'm not - institution You're the one who's - institution You're driving me crazy - They me in an institution it was the only solution To me the needed professional help To protect me the enemy - myself
I was in my room and I was like staring at the wall thinking about everything But again I was thinking about nothing And then my mom came in and I didn't even she was there she called my name And I didn't even it, and then she started screaming: MIKE! MIKE! And I go: What, the matter? And she goes: the matter with you? I go: There's wrong mom And she goes: tell me that, you're on drugs! And I go: No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just you know, Why don't you get me a And she goes: No on drugs! I go: Mom I'm okay, I'm thinking She goes: No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act way! I go: Mom give me a Pepsi, please All I is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me All I wanted was a Pepsi, one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me Just a
give you a white shirt with long sleeves Tied around you're back, you're treated like you up because they're lazy It's too much to help a crazy
I'm not - institution You're the one who's crazy - You're me crazy - institution They stuck me in an Said it was the only To give me the needed professional To protect me from the - myself
I was in my room and my mom and my dad came in And pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go: Mike, we need to to you And I go: what's the matter go: Me and mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems, You've been going off for no reason and we're you're gonna hurt somebody, afraid you're gonna hurt yourself So we that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere you could get the help that you need And I go: Wait, are you talking about, we decided!? My best interest?! How do you know what's my best is? How can you say what my best interest is? are you trying to say, I'm crazy? When I went to your schools, I to your churches, I to your institutional learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy?
They say gonna fix my brain Alleviate my and my pain But by the time they fix my Mentally be dead
I'm not - institution You're the one who's crazy - driving me crazy - institution They stuck me in an it was the only solution To give me the needed help To protect me the enemy - myself
It doesn't matter, I'll probably get hit by a car