Yeah, it's crazy ups and downs, you know what I'm Crazy how the world runs, up Check it out, it in
Lord, I'm tryin' to keep But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
of all I was born under a bad sign Confined to torture, saw what life had to offer Time slips away like pop singles on the Chino had the doe, I was determined though
Sabotaged at birth, by an evil angel To strangle my aspirations from every From a street corner to a demo deal Warner Hardcore performer, warmer
it was on but it wasn't I never got no budget, stuck like a glue trap, it to prove that the greatest lyricist can't paint the full picture It's a mixture
I can't get me no, no Like bein' blind watchin' a movie with no caption I need some time to ease my I'm bested, fuck Mr. Wendal my arrested
All I wanted to do was rock with my ass And blast past the mass, quick cash Did I did best, create but began to hate All flake music people makin' artists wait
But be up there one day And soon to slam wax, innovate rhymes my fans consume I view this world my notepad Thus expanding my vocab to win, till it's all bad
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go wrong until the in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong, go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
When I was merely a sophomore, to Atlanta on a false tour ain't what I prayed so hard for Dreams broken into particles porcelain figurings attached to me like barnacles
Now I'm to be happy like Bobby McFerrin Keep faith, the only holy is the drawers I'm wearin' '89 I aimed to graduate, no I got it now but too bad it seems to gravitate
Evaporating positive energy from of me To the point where my love for God no more for me Of course lost pride, obviously the rides To paradise no one invites but puts the Bill Of
1430 S A T ya I'm a spick die respective like Rahoul Julia So cease with, all that shit Expect MC from Chi kid, you gets the wicked priest shit, I see fit
To open my life strife like the gates of Heaven For merely a entertainment this is my Prepare wealth and I'll self Maybe I can help but I'm lost but I be large else
The illegal, twisted, war The problem swallowed us, it takes an activated mind to follow And true to realm to be ourselves not to a fad or give in to trends Till then, all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go wrong until the in me vanishes
prayers plays the background I pull my baseball down I hide the tracks of my tears from peers
I finally got on and he wasn't a moment to I lose my mind, I my friends My in a coma too
I'm goin' through a tug of war inside my mental wall just went platinum, I'm slappin' 'em, I'll show you all Cover of Rolling Stones, even TV Guide Was filmin' my first movie in L.A. when I my baby died
Shook it off a thought that she was beautiful Soul Train Awards, I go to not my daughters I stay drunk and like I'm imperial Surrounded by more white than a Rakim video
Now life's a tour to me, except the way I was rejected Disrespected neighborhoods I supported me It's eatin' me, suicide repeatedly What I worked so hard for ultimately is me
I'm paranoid my own mom avoid being a tabloid So she wasn't shocked my movie flopped Caught in the industry, money frivolously Now been robbed, I can't believe my lawyers did this to me
Next was filled up with tragedies and despair Are fans smilin' faces with no real purpose for bein' here I call the dear Lord, when in I plummet from 3 to 10, it seems that failure is my new
Thought I was all that, now I just fall flat, Vials of crack, my old friends won't let me call So where am I? Can I find a misty storm? Invisible to God, I'm off like TJ Swan
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But this life is of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me