I'm sittin' at a coffee table, to see straight Watchin' parallel lines unwind and Behind the rain-streaked windowpane, the scene's Another leavin' home Conceding defeat a low moan in A sky, made of stone Everybody's leavin' home, I my man Jerome To meet me in the twilight zone Leave your mobile at home and come alone I him coffee and a snack Settled back, started He was with the peak of his cap While I'm to discover what it takes to stay sober Not my mistakes Try to make sense of the evidence over, she's gone for good Why I lie, singin' a killer's lullaby Identified by the dying of her goodbye The last thing you hear before life disappear
Now it just gets worse, my stomach 'll burst Feel I've been cursed With seven of bitter memories And inadequacies, previous and she's I'm movin' round this old house for the last Scene of my past crimes, here for lifetimes Hearin' the chimes of the old that used to mock You got eternity for takin' place is like a padlock You look Trust me, nothing moves but the dust There's just us and I'm to torment and tease And that's how it was for Me and my memories, till you the keys Took the of Saturdays I in runnin' from tragedies and boozing hundred years since I came here You appear, same hair, quizzical stare I get near And the sheer frustration was more I could bear I was really cursed, thought I'd been through the worst was just the first part, just the start Every night I'd be sitting with dread, my heart In case the man she'd been gets to first base And I just can't escape, I'm in bad You making love to someone else is more I can take And so I make all the movement I can to no and yell, sinkin' deeper into my personal hell
I'm heated, I'm sorry, have another coffee I needed to release my sparrow chest just a piece of this pressure Unless an route is found I'm going down Into lifetimes of pain, absurd The heaviest chain is contained is the sound of one So I'm back to hell, huh Just as well, I hate needles an' get twinges at the Of
J (as in Jerome), I'm insane with shame I dream and watch her makin' over and over again With I call a farmer's swain Unintelligent, pea-brained retard who's dick is always Oh God, of course I'm jealous, Oversexed flexing his Jesus, what's he going make her do I'm mad vex, the way she scratches his chest You used to do that to me back in Pity me, while you lie with lover I stare and suffer in despair you ruffle his hair Unaware of who else is I move quick, I want to try my trick one last You it's possible to vaguely define my outline When dust move in the So I'm tryin' to change, vibrate to near-human pitch Which reminds me how I to come unstitched And switch 'round the in a blind rage It years and an ocean of tears to find the key to this And another stage into a new age It's to gauge But I know I'll see you again, on that you may depend I just don't know how or Sleep on, my lost love on
Jerome me home under steel skies Knowing I'm prone to dramatize but unknown for lies And what I he can see behind my eyes The why oh why's that killer lullabies And he No surprise hear that Closed my eyes as he steered that old black BM home Not knowing how and not knowing