Mama was a junkie, I used to wonder. Whether she would better of a or six feet under. nights go by no sleep, born into a junkies world, its so deep. Crack pipes, crack valves, up person. its bad and otehr days much worst. Used to never go to sleep in fear, to hid the pain. and like i didnt care. The knew just what had happen to me, at night they said the devil was to me. But on the streets I could feel my heartbeat, and she gets frightened, It quickly repeats. The way a junkie and what the junkie gives, hard times, and and stress with their own kids, no in rehibilation, growing up in humilation, the of base makes me choak. I could almost die of the smoke. Different men, going out, and coming in and in my eyes I the first peoples sin, and I was three, they thought i couldnt, see. But in my eyes was a junkie. J-U-N-K-I-E to me close their eyes and try not to see. But you can smell the sin just as well my mothers and trapped in hell. Now here life is on (line) to the grind(grind) time time(time) on my mind(mind) Im thinking how could this happen to my not me bro, but nigga in my hood is slangin kilos. got a spot around the corner fucked up crib, lord her for all the things she did. Im thinking where was the when she was buyin this, but i know that the could a fuck less. about a another basehead, in the street. But rather pretend they dont see it when they walk the beat, a black cop good for shit but black male and he knows my mothers out there smoking yale, but black cops are they cant see because in my momma was a junkie. Mama lived the fast life, at 14, back in those days it wasnt it was heroin, Shot it in her viens to try to the pain, an unplanned was made then I came, straight from the wound to my mama's doom, in and my heard, i knew it that its soon. Of all junkism nieghborhood critisizm, her mind was gone, i she needed a exorcism. speedballin and the fast times pretty soon, my mama her whole fucking mind, adc welfare recieptent, children, not enought defadent. few good times, only badtimes and from speedballin her motherfuckin bursts. I i coulda said I love you before she left, now my mind forever with my death, I asked my self how could this happen to me my mother o.d. 'cause my was a junkie.