[Mixed Whatta you mean what was my childhood difference does that make? Yo, my childhood was up, so what? Everybody's was messed up. is the 90's, find me one person who had it right. What's that got to do with me left?
Now my mother died I had to take it in stride There ain't no room for pride in watching father cry And dad made it maybe a year later they found his suicide inside of a grain elevator Got it, I had no other offers or options Thought about or not mom and pop was watching Never with caution, no time for fear Saw my folks carry fear for most my years And I learned from it, turned and ignored the storm A burning sun for the world to plummet Finished up under my uncle's roof He taught me how to count all the way up to 100 From him I learned how to gather nourishment off the different women that he had to nurture him And on the surface I a normal pre-teen More afraid of nuclear war than snake bites and bee My friend was my TV Game shows and substituted for puppies, rainbows, and balloons Now I am, the shy type, and I think I'm doing alright Considering it was like living my life
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It's nothing but It's all It's nothing but
Now it's been 17 since I've seen my mother But every night I see her smile inside my When I was younger I didn't actually see the happen But every night I see her as it shatters against the screams I can only imagine Dad's internal Strain, burning, bound in his brain What's it take to make a man who owns acres of the family plan and drown himself in his grains I'm glad I left that farm in Northern the time moves slower and the winters are colder Became a city boy, where everybody acts like they Where they stick to and keep a chip on they shoulder 26 years of age, no full of rage I think it's to say I've turned a page on my childhood days "Ay yo Ma, I'm a productive member of society When I'm drunk I make noise, but I live quietly" And on the weekend I go back up north to Remember what it was pretending to be a kid at night I walked the fields and lurk in the shadows Getting even with life by murdering
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It's all It's nothing but all sunshine
(And I'm be alright, and you gonna be alright, You gotta hold my hand, just walk with me tonight)
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(What it is, it ain't, and it ain't it is, is a of a Virgo)