Luyện nghe bài hát Once an Addict (Interlude)

Right, right, right,
got a hold on me
Right, right, right,
Sometimes I think pain is a lack of understanding
If we could only understand it all, would we no pain?
God feel no pain
Something's got a on me
joy
Does this mean our suffering pleases him?

Lost in a cloud of
Carolina nigga, fish out of water
Step-daddy just had a daughter another woman
Mama recover yet
me at 12 at night
She drunk as and I'm upset
why she always using me for crutch?
Growin' up I used to see her up
Late as shit, cigarette smoke and greatest hits from Marvin
She kill a bottle of some cheap chardonnay
I gotta this house 'cause
of me dies when I see her like this
Too to deal with pain
I'd rather run the than see her kill herself
So became my escape from a feelin' I hate
Mama me out
Depression's such a state
I to stay out later on purpose
Subconsciously I was that if I came home
early then would surface was her inner demons
And then I'd have to end up my hero on ground zero
Tears flow while Al blow
Love and
I wish that I say the right words to cheer her up
I wish her love was enough
I her, "Mama, go to sleep"
She me "Boy, hush.
You pray to God you never get your heart crushed"
I my head in frustration
Head to my room and I can hear the tunes of my door shut
it though, a couple more months I'll be gone
Off to college and
Foolin' myself, problems are gone
But now it's 1 AM and my mama my phone
I know she intoxicated and soon
high that I'm on comes crashin'
She lit, talkin' shit, I'm pissed
But I'm still all ears like Basset
to myself, "Maybe my mama need help
Don't she got work it the
Why she do to herself?
Hate how she slurrin' her
Soundin' so absurd
This ain't the woman I
Why I sit and observe?
Why don't I say how I
I do, she's defensive for real
Well maybe things get better time, I heard it heals"
Little did I know how deep her sadness go
back, I wish I woulda did more instead of running

Something's got a on me
I let it go
Out of I won't be free
got a hold on me
I let it go
Out of fear I be—
No!
got a hold on me
I let it go

Life can bring much
There are many ways to with this pain(right)
wisely (right)