I never knew my mom, once I was she was dead She wanted me. At least that's what my dad said He she was polluted, ignorant, uncivilized And that was roughly the outline of what he beat into my I grew up in a house with more rooms than I could No siblings, just always moving in and out My dad all our neighbors Had stepped on his prophets they'd be finished getting his is what he was about Ever since his birth, he was a nuisance to I wish he died instead of mom. Maybe then I'd love But I'd smile at pops, concealing that feeling of, "I you." Each day he'd wear the same three colors, with the same And mother would come to me when I would close my and sink To the thought of her beautiful voice, and the lullabies sing 'Til I was asleep. Then I'd awake and she'd be gone My whole life, my echoed her songs I guess the grass is greener on the other side And intangible structures one leviathan the Koran to leprechauns Since when did America fall in Lebanon and Ireland?
x 2] Mamma was a lullaby, Daddy was a pot Angel in my eyes, only 'cause it helps him rot screams through a sky, wounded by a culture shock Mamma was a lullaby, Daddy was a pot
His philosophy was to be up, you push someone down That was all I knew 'cause was all I was around I found the flaws in his methods the cause in myself Father Diablo: Only an uncle to one else He me how to talk without looking in your eyes me a nine to five, made me ignore the lullabies A of the dried tears shade me colorless And categorize me as a baby failing to realize how far away his is Our hovered with strength, even though it's invisible Hard to quit hearing her poetry. emotions leak With the she hits I float, defying gravitation The mom I have is in my imagination. So it goes
One day daddy's die, choking on the gun he bought
And that day comes I shall return to my mother And we'll walk hand in hand straight to And when the clouds part, I'll her that I love her And she'll accept with an open heart. No Unless dad was right, and she was a monster Maybe her silhouette reflects the hell of his own Maybe she's so insane, no one cared to But if nothing else on this earth mend her spirit, I bet my smile could The volumes of her songs decreased the older I grew Daddy became my only influence of Now I'm robotically imperialistic, and careless of A inherited by my parent's omnipotent ego His symbol's the eagle, but his child isn't You'll see no sign my neck saying I'm proud to be me I'm not grown up, the concept of adulthood is He left on my back when my notebook was read I guess the grass is always on the other side And intangible experience one leviathan From the Koran to Since when did America fall in Lebanon and Ireland?
Daddy don't think I forgot