I'm in this game, I rocked every spot I been in While you can't show yo face, Islamic women rockin' linen But I'm stuck sleepin' in mom's house without a bed 'Cause these major put out whack MCs like Pumpkinhead So I touchin' bread, I been duckin' feds even hustle for myself, I spend it on some cunt instead Got nothin' left, every breath is harder the last And success seems out of reach, slippin' in the past why I'm trashed, sparkin up this hash in a session Packin' up angel dust than the attic in heaven why I'm pissed off like havin' a bladder infection With broken catheters left in my while I have an erection Got me liable to snap in a of seconds Pullin' Mac-11's like Pun from the back of an Legend I just think of my future, past and the Try to capture the essence and find sort of lastin' impression But all I found's a cop's act of aggression Grabbin' me and smashin' my head in with the back of his That's why I'm beyond the of a Catholic confession And why I take cash when the plate's for collection I've had it with the illest rapper to step in Lackin' success in a game where bite like they don't have a reflection I've had it with these labels, so I'm breakin the mold, 'cause they ain't takin' creative control, they takin' my soul
The I'm a liar, the reason I'm a thief The reason that I steal, the reason that I Is the reason you me when I'm walkin' down the street And it's probably the same reason end up deceased
The reason I'm a liar, the reason I'm a The reason that I steal, the that I cheat Is the that I wile out and riot in the streets And it's the same reason my fuckin' life'll have peace
Yo, I think about and how they just take it away 'Cause I grew up when got rotational radio play But nowadays, if I say I'm nothin' but a hater Till I pull a rusty razor and cut yo like fuckin' paper Maybe I'm mad 'cause labels use stamps to pay me But I can't be the only one rather hear Bootcamp than Jay-Z So yeah, I'm underground, all my fans are But at least my fans don't buy mixtapes full of rappers I can't front, I listen I'm in the club, grabbin' tits And the is so loud, I don't hear the trash you're spittin' All that glamour, glitz and packs of crack you're Won't be real till you stop braggin', and say it was a bad decision If you're anything like me, you're poor a tortured past Gettin' beat by pigs 'cause your are half off yo ass Ain't tossin' in photographs with some camera crew You was and blue in handcuffs on New York Avenue the truth, that's the reason I'm almost suicidal Feelin' out of place like Muslims a Jewish bible They takin' drama from my momma, now my mind is gone Weight of the on my shoulders, 8 planets piled on Rifle drawn, pointed at the cops you callin' 'em 6 ways to die, I'll try all of 'em Holdin' a Glock and till they stop my breathin' I I'm crazy, don't ask me why, I got my reasons
The I'm a liar, the reason I'm a thief The reason that I steal, the reason I cheat Is the reason you avoid me when I'm walkin' down the And it's probably the same I'll end up deceased
The reason I'm a liar, the reason I'm a The reason that I steal, the reason that I Is the reason I wile out and in the streets And it's the same reason my fuckin' life'll never have