Luyện nghe bài hát Retrospect For Life

Yo we gotta start life more y'all
You at your brother man you gotta see yourself
see the God within him
Brothers gettin' changed real quick nothin'
We losin' too many of ours, recreate y'all, yo check it

Knowin' you the best part of life, do I have the right to take
'Cause I created you
knowin' the act I was a part of
The start of somethin', I'm not ready to bring the world
Had myself I was sterile

I look into mother's stomach, wonder if you are a boy or a
this woman's womb into a tomb
But she and I agree, a we don't need
You would've much more than a mouth to feed
But someone, I woulda fed information I read

To someone, my life for you I woulda had to
Instead I you to death
I'm sorry for takin' first breath, first step, and first cry
But I wasn't mentally nor financially
Havin' a shouldn't have to bring out the man in me
I wanted you to be raised within' a family

I don't wanna, go through the drama of havin' a momma
Weekend visits and buyin' J's ain't gon' make me a
For a while bearing a child is somethin' I never to do
For me to live I can only do that through you

Nerve I got to talk them niggaz with a gun
Must have really I was God to take the life of my son
I could have goin' out
To think my homies who did it I to joke about, from now on

I'ma use self control of birth control
'Cause 315 dollars worth your soul
315 dollars ain't worth soul
315 dollars ain't it

I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer
You said you would be here when it
(Common)
Yo, why didn't you

Seeing you as a present and a gift in
You had our child in you, I probably never feel what you
But you dealt with it like the strong woman you are
our trials and tribulations, child's elimination
An of thoughts I feel about the situation

Back and my feelings was pacin'
Happy deep down but not joyed to have it
But even that's a lie in less two weeks, we was back at it
Is this unprotected or safe to say it's lust
Bustin', more than the in somebody you trust

Or is it that we don't trust each enough
And believe, havin' child'll make us have to stay together
Girl I want you in my life you have made it better
Thinkin' we all in love we can spend a day together

We talkin' the rest of our lives
It's too black women that can say they mothers
But can't say that they
I wouldn't any other to mother my understanding
But I want our parenthood to from planning

It's so much in my life undone
We gotta see eye to eye, family, before we can become one
If you had decided to have it the situation I run from
But I'm walkin', myself in my God
So I can, discipline my son my writin'

Not have a judge tellin' me how and to raise my seed
his death was at our greed, with no one else to blame
I had a book of Afrikan names, case our changed
You say your period hasn't came and lately been sleepy
So quit smokin' the weed and the beadies and let's have boy

I, never dreamed you'd leave in
You said you would be here when it
You you would be here when it rained
Ohh I, never dreamed leave in summer
Now the made things change

Things change, why, you stay?
Why you stay?
I, dreamed you'd leave, in summer, in summer
You you would be here when, it rained
it rained, it rained

Ohooh I, never dreamed, you'd in summer
You said you leave
Now the made things change
Things change, why you stay?
Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay,
Mmm, stay, uh-uh, oh, why you stay?