I don't wanna go to school.. I don't need no I wanna be like you.. I don't wanna save the nation I just wanna live my life.. everyday a One day i'ma leave this world.. I'm for the revelation
I wanna kill myself! I'm still In of a baptist church, masturbatin Prayin to satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke Live on (? ) in a two-family (fuck it) Tired of gettin hit in the face a broom My moms on her period, my dad's in my (daddy no!) I got ten rocks and I to get out I sold in five minutes, in my own damn house (moms smoke crack) My grandmother, God bless her soul The bitch got (aww) she just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha) There's three things that keep me from a nazi I'm black, a fag, and my liberace
[kon No how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatin My dad my ass at a pta meetin Stick with school I had to have just to do it Got bored and truant I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it I was lured into corners by the pressure shit How you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow Bet suburban kids never got for their apparel Like me, outcast, in class to leave, when the teacher called on me Best believe I had somethin up my
I've been praised and labelled as My mother was unable to me, full of crazy rage An angry teenager, nothin can me back Gangsta rap made me act a maniac I was boostin, so by music I used it As an to do shit, ooh I was stupid No one can me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me To the point it had me in a whole 'nother realm It was isolatin myself was healthy It felt we was on welfare but wealthy Compelled me to excel when school it me me and when the principal would tell me I was nothin, and I wouldn't to shit I made my first million and it Now look at, a fuckin drop-out that Stupid as shit, as fuck, and proud of it why
[swifty I was raised with a and mask Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my (bitch) I was never on that punk fuckin around Can get yo' belove abducted, in blood quick You couldn't pay swift to give a Was crazy like my father, it musta poison in that nigga's nut Far as probation, fuck in cups I at any time, let 'em see the blunt I grew up steadily inside of cells Young as hell, havin conversations with You could tell I wasn't lenient, a Lynched and slapped teachers, I'm not readin it You don't know what go through, a little nigga Sippin with my old dude, what the fuck you gon' do? I'm to curse you, I told my mother that i'ma hurt you If you ever again a curfew
Look, my ignored me and I don't like that They don't listen when I tell them I'll be right back (yeah whatever) this nice beautiful house ma, it mean shit Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't shit And he hit me like a grown fuckin man I stand up to him, I just ducked and ran I'm of this, I wish on christmas That I can get a loaded and put a fuckin end to this (fuck it) I got no friends and I can't get a Only thing I have is dirty magazines and fingertips to smile about, I'm about to lose my mind Got me an nine, now I'm ballin out
Wait school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot through goin cuckoo, with a two-two Since my is this new dude, in this high school Losin his noodle learn that people don't you The football is, spittin on him Popular in school is now pickin on him Burn out youngsta niggaz now on him And his teacher in his english keep flippin on him And now grounded with no allowances For drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his And why the fuck I gotta the bench coach? Already got for wearin a trenchcoat All I seen is.. {violence, violence} Told me to keep silent, back in my eyelids apparent that my parents weren't parents at all That's why I blew out my and murdered you all