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[Verse So there are no misconceptions clear it up I'mma it from my heart, I'm tired of tearing up Why won't you just admit, I was ready to You was on your material shit my ring wasn't good enough I put myself at a disadvantage, emotional Could barely manage to in the morning, was so sad myself in alcohol, and blaming it all on myself And my financial status even that low You you would love me even if I went broke You to love my previous children, what a joke We knew the end result when mom called me a nigger, I never considered The that I'd take a bullet for would be the same one behind the trigger like a great conversation stopped in mid-sentence She said she'd changed her mind, her new one hasn't a difference To light your cigarettes I would've set on fire Loving you more I did myself but felt I was on trial You did what was best for my child no so I moved in You'll always be found guilty in the court of a one chick Was one of them relationships nobody smiles But it was cheaper to keep her like a when you over the miles you'll wake up knowing that you lost a precious diamond While you were out collecting stones, so trifling Go 'head and live in Gomorrah, you ain't taking my Wanna walk out of my life? I'll hold the door for ya in scarlet
[Verse Now as I look up at the sky I'm getting really tired of Mr. Nice Guy When you refused to love me back, you must be high But so fine and that's just making my anger intensify And plus you God, I raise my hand and testify Then put it on my father's grave I really tried I went against my own advise, you're my demise, both of us can not survive you get out of my life, I swear I've had my last cry My name is Derek and I loved you the way I can My braids and famous name pierced right through skin Blood's my liquid letter And desire to be desired pushed you in the arms of who you thought was better She said, "I I didn't sleep with him" Of course you didn't, cause you was wide awake you was cheating with him Fuck marriage, your excuses, and fuck answers And fuck wedding rings, they're the world's handcuffs Threats of castration for missed call When me busting a nut on your face was better a Hallmark card Don't fear men with guns one woman with a grudge, when you no longer want the buns My heart was a broken transmission while my shifted Feeling like killing a whore ass like Robert Pickton art thou amongst women though But stop you're my soul mate when you ain't even got a soul Sleep in
[Verse I keep the wrong ones like a sickness Only time that I say "I do" is in front of "not bitches" In secret I wonder if we have weathered the storm 'Til death do us part like Hitler and Eva Braun I'd be if I said I didn't have regrets Let's get our marriage license, have 'em it on an Etch A Sketch I if I went to her doorstep and she seen me hurtin' I could turn it all around and she would take me for certain it's my past relationships that's dangerous Or, I was using you to fill all my emptiness And if was alive he would've painted you But you're and loose, forsaken love for (?) The world is and fucked We're living in a world love's no longer appreciated, it is hated and mocked I'm like an that's been kicked out of a zoo But it's true, you are what you and not what loves you But now I'm right, cause our relationship life Was like a bit of keeping me up out of the limelight Put it to how women change to vipers And phone numbers and condoms are a lot easier to change than It's kind of bizarre and, your momma should named you Carmen Cause the only thing you talk about are cars and men You'll probably get up and abducted with chloroform You can call me you want, but call me gone in scarlet