My life, is in the hands of the man Through trials and tribulations, he'll be there You see, I know he loves me and I know he And he'll put more on me, than I can bear
Is it a blessing to live or a blessing to Let me finish out this hell no questions why I be happy I'm on and dressing fly But is the changing me for the extra pie?
If you could just look into the life I Three sixty catching up to all the I did Got my people up north to slice the bid I'm in love with a nigga, with a wife and kid
Maybe if my pops ain't me I wouldn't let so many niggas take of me Using me, some put their hands on me I wonder what the most got planned for me
My line getting shorter when I look in my palms I'll be nothing like my biological mom She ain't me so naturally I never felt a bond At sixteen got my GED saw a prom
I been weak and I strong I been the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no more and no more tears be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my face not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
At a young age I let the turn me out Pellets and purple been burnt me out A hard knock life is all I about to eat the only thing I be concerned about
Telling my youth everything for a reason Let him know it ain't his father wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the streets he'd still be Trying to raise him but I know he need him
Me and my used to live off mostly welfare Only two a month for us both to share I remember sure that the coast was clear So, I could boost us muthafucking clothes to wear
Had to hustle them food stamps just wasn't enough Upstate to Broadway got to go re-up All this fast cash only the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who feed us
I been weak and I been I been the fire, I been through the storm I try to do and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears There'll be no pain and no more fears No more people in my face that's not So, smile for me when I'm no here
Can't shake these thoughts of Anyone I ever loved or was close to, Ones I trusted or thought was being lied A of tears but just a few I cried
Try to take my past, it up on a shelf But, my actions stem from all the pain I I'm just trying to the best out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I to for help?
Hope my man me and not my wealth he be there through good and bad sickness and health? Does he want the me or somebody else? I been in wars so I don't hurt myself
Now that I'm on most stand me now But they was happy when I rocked all them me down When I them, funny how they can't be found why the most high's my only family live
I been and I been strong I been through the fire, I through the storm Try to do and I know I do wrong be happy for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no pain and no more fears No more people in my that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
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