From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan I smile to keep from crying They don't what we go through
You think I'm happy all the time 'cause you see smiles on my face And my followers over But I going through some problems today, hoping for better like big momma would say But haters for me, magazines, they run and they lie about the things that I say It's hard to keep a peace and smile even with bitches I Why do you hate and come for me, you my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I hope for change, I'm Just lost my thug, him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die, bang I'm looking for unity, I'm make a better way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel they using me
They know what we go through bro Sometimes I to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep lying or spazzing You be me, you couldn't imagine smile to keep from crying
Sometimes, I me a friend, I have no one to call I need me who listens, maybe I need me a dog I up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, tell me why I need the trees, I'm going This is so cold, it's crazy, these cops will kill us, they're racist If he was alive, be saying, "officer, why didn't you tase me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one out the door Lost aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow she was real, mama was right, guess she a ho like that 'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no love for a nigga, play a like that The cameras, they at the club, the haters, they see me, they mug They hate 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I like I'm in the allure
They know what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep from Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You want be me, you couldn't Tryna to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I miss my and daddy Want be me, you couldn't smile to keep from crying I cry, I sit by the fan