(For all it's worth) (To in the spotlight)
What if was simple as a hug? What if my partner wasn't crippled a drug? What if my other homie never a slug? What if our parents actually a fuck? Another suit, another black suit happy to see another black shoot His mother's make up smearing on my arms, Cause' I'm the only son she's got now that he's gone What if the ghetto never heard an And we didn't have rap shit all we had was metal? You me if we couldn't shoot a ball Our lives still got involved? And if I never left out of Denver that winter for new beginnings My father his business and traded family for riches? You telling me that my auntie still have a house to live in And JoJo wouldn't be writing me from But fuck it is life with it or get dealt with I'm in my smoking alone like I'm selfish Cause' days the sun's hard to face Dad his son wears his face
But look see the heart of a lion Sticks and stones couldn't damage my harder then iron 170 with the walk of a giant So defiant I pop a Valium, turn up the up the volume Turn up the Turn up the
For all that it's To live in the All of my demons to life And all it was And all it could be Is in the darkness of the night
Why should I (To in the spotlight) Why I kill myself for you? let me die? (To in the spotlight) let me die inside for you
Look, what if wasn't part of success? Would the people I to be friends with never left? What if a name didn't come with regrets? I think that fame's a to death Death of a friendship, death of a family, of a man The misunderstood are always dead before 'they' Staring at ceiling fans, up milligrams, draw a pentagram Lucifer's not a rumor in the band, (damn) Liquor and vomit on my lights and packed concerts And right to the gun that's on my dresser Are plastic orange bottles of peer And I'm ready to cave, I live in a How can I be a when I'm the one needing saved Forty-eight days of this fast lane living Me and my entourage no Piven, listen It's better to burn out then away is what Kurt said I felt the same until I saw his daughter and as a father What if tomorrow, the I could spoil her was dying? Started crying then popped a Valium up the volume
Turn up the up the volume Turn up the
For all that it's To live in the All of my demons to life And all it was And all it could be Is in the darkness of the night
Why I die? (To in the spotlight) Why I kill myself for you? let me die? (To in the spotlight) let me die inside for you
So you do when the cop lights into a stage and a spotlight? And everyone around you starts to 'cause you got right And feel entitled like I'm supposed to living my life? Well this ain't 2Pac, ain't Em's show This Jigga man, this that Kells flow This C-town nineteen-double-X rep so Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the show (Spotlight) Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the show