My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma name her I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And what's this shit us meant to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!