Still ain't myself damn It's a lotta fucked up shit that go man You don't know the half
Man I been in and outta since an adolescents Spoiled rotten, fresh, wit no daddy present I got two uncles, and Man and they keep me straight 7 And 8, I'm countin money while they weight My send me clothes and always tell me come and see him I say aiight but still I feelin like my need him sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines And plus my uncles, 10 years F.E.D. time I started rebellin, began crack sellin Tha thang on the corner wit a Mac 11 After school I my momma holla homework I say aiight ma, but I got my own work Started interactin wit at the age of 13 Now my momma rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box Like damn, why do trouble to me like this But on the real, it ain't have to be like this (fuck)
Mistakes made on this to wealth I still ain't forgave Ay, what I am I made myself but I still ain't forgave For runnin to the grave getting closer to I still ain't forgave my For anyone who wondered how I felt I still forgave myself
At 14 man, thought I knew I'm slangin slabs, hard, movin heavy Cain I an '85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes Now I'm the shit, huh, the motor in 30 days Hardheaded man I ain't listen to I'm getting money so, I'm and I got plenty game Besides why I need school, Im'ma be momma If that work, then I guess Im'ma be trappin momma But hey I promise Im'ma it cause I'm damn good Im'ma get us out this and off these can goods School a white man game, and it's ran good At 16, here's my introduction to Blue lights behind me, damn I'm gonna do I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too I guess be aiight if I just keep it cool How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain't in Can you search the car?Yea but, I rather you didn't Besides it's a waste of yo time cause ain't nutthin in it (Laugh) I guess that's when I seen, that I ain't shit When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't get (Damn!)
Mistakes made on this road to I still ain't myself Ay, what I am I made but I still ain't forgave myself For runnin to the getting closer to death I still forgave my self For who ever wondered how I felt I still ain't myself
Outta all the niggas I was wit when I was doin 3 In the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper But what's the good in knowin' if I ain't tell 'em nutthin I knew I coulda told Cap not to shawty Put down the gun, get in the car let 'em shawty You'll probably get locked up, and I'll probably have a shawty Naw, I ain't scared, I'm just ya like it is shawty Coulda Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow Leave country town alone, yall needa come back home and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit 'em They woulda got killed that night if I was 'em Seem I coulda done mo', said mo' Why all my partners gotta be or in the fed fo'? All the time, I just wish that yall ball wit me Sometimes at night I my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.)
Mistakes on this road to wealth I still ain't myself Ay, what I am I made myself but I ain't forgave myself For to the grave getting closer to death I still ain't forgave my For anyone who ever wondered how I I still ain't myself
And yea they say I blame myself But I ain't forgave myself Fo the mistakes made on this road to I still forgave myself Guess this the chance that you take, dealt the cards I was dealt But I still ain't forgave For anybody who wondered how I felt I still forgave myself (Ain't Forgave myself)
Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I Anybody who ever wondered what's wrong wit me, it is 3 of what's in the heart of T.I.P This is dedicated to everybody who ain't here wit me Cap, you fucked up shawty, but when you get out If I live to see it, its gone be on ya know what I'm sayin And we ain't gotta worry bout goin to shawty we legit now Ya know what I'm sayin Cern, Quint, Endae, gone get out man And when you do I'll be there shawty Bankhead, J-rue, I'm sorry man, some shit I change When I get up there, we gone ball again, the gates shawty let me in We gone ball. J-Rue man I money ain't worth a friend shawty I fucked up bad man I ain't forgave myself My momma, I ain't graduate but Hell we rich now it matter. My uncles shit It don't either yall back hell My Lil' boy (music stops) You betta not do the same I did Or whoop yo muthafuckin ass