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Cause I wanna be like this
I've been these streets for too long now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

Cause I don't wanna be like
I've been these streets for too long now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

I swear that I care but its hard when you stare
Into the bottom of a bottle is empty and bare
Oh, my desolate soul in my desolate
It's my desolate role, yeah I'm all alone

I can't of a reason to get the fuck out of bed
Curtains closed, lights are off, am I or dead?
I haven't in a week, I always slur when I speak
Tolerance at its peak, fit just to sleep

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I love
you see, hoes you see I'm just in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin baby, please baby leave
I'm a fuck up but I guess that's just me

So I sit in my room and cry in my bed
Thinkin about all the that made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to but it seems so steep
Pour a fuckin' whisky and go back to sleep bitch

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin these for too long now
I've got nothin true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

I don't wanna be like this
I've been these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I wanna go

I watch my momma cry, she baby why?
I say baby died, baby's gone a suicide
I don't think you'll see him soon, mom out my room mom
Tell that I hate that motherfucker like you mom

I sing this for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan
These tears getting warmer every time that I hold her
I pour out for you like a partner in crime
It's part of the times you're sick in the mind

Yeah, I'm sick oh so sick, I'm so sick of this
Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so up off it
So I stumble til I stumble, fall down
To this of my tears layin here on the ground

When you've got nothing left, you've got left to lose
With my last left breath I'll still be singing to you
So you bury me man, you better bury me deep
And sing along to song 'cause you're broken like me

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin streets for too long, now
I've got thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

I don't wanna be like this
I've runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I go home

And I wanna go back to the start, back we started from
And I know it's been so
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all

And I go back to the start, back where we started from
And I it's been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was all along

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the further I go I go home

Cause I don't wanna be this
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home