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[VERSE 1:
You was when you was sayin you was ready,
I'm knowin' you ain't mean it when you me you was tired of life
and just to leave it you were drinkin,
so I really pay it no attention,
took you back to your and dropped you off
with the intention of gettin with this chick
been offerin (this chick) somethin exquisite,
I had to that game cuz she was vicious,
I'm hoppin back on punchin the drop
On my way out to her I started noticing cops,
Somethin tellin me to turn around and these dudes,
I wouldn't consider but out of the blue I'm bustin a U
I get off they get off at
Well-familiar with these streets, this where I up at
Roadblocks, yellow tape, "a crime scene" say,
What the f**k just happened? I left this place...
I get out and started askin Frog, "What's up?"
Lookin at me dazed like, "Face, it's all up..."
I move a closer tryin to see who it is
and I saw his baby mama in holdin his kids...

2]
And it was then it hit me
I'm here nervous as I can be
It was nothing that can me for what i'm finna see
I'm praying is a dream and i'm bout to awake
But the closer I got the I realize fate
fair to change for me
And why I think so
My homie had a date with
He had to though
I'm eerie, I'm liftin up the yellow tape
By the time I get to the
they rollin this
I wonder whats under this sheet, my get weak
To the point i had to me a seat
This deep
When they put a down that you was raised around
What was a minor statement's turnin' major now
Never thought in years that my homie was suicidal
Had it all money and and a wife that read the bible
They say its and death in the slum
He had his reasons I shoulda him
soul no longer breathin'
Hate to say it but this one heavy on my conscience
My nonchalantness just took a life over nonsense

3]
And everybody its murder, but homicide sayin self-inflicted
By the way the was sitting, brains in the kitchen
Who coulda
But the who was fishin'
Fucked up that the family had to see dad in his
All i remember was us doin we did
To survive in these streets where we
We was kids up in this environment
Nothing but
You either struggled or you
Folded the
Grade school til we out, we had a plan
We was either be rich or die like a man
We did it all for the of the hood, every journey
Imagine seein' your dawg across a gurney
I what was goin on
You shoulda said that you was mad
I talked you outta that
But will i see you again
Nor will your
Nor will your or your friends
Its the end
Not even words I write in this
Can right that
My nigga is and life goes on