Luyện nghe bài hát Today I Cried

I only went and did it
to be a dream but now I fucking live it
Weren't even writing raps I was and out about to fucking quit it
for me that I fucking didn't
See lily along when I was at my lowest
wraps of coke not the raps I flow with
I it and I owe to a chat I had with her,
Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't
Back with the bag, with the bag of herbs init
Instead I got her on a track and I it
My started causing murmurs in the industry
But none of these labels would with it until virgin did
Put my first out and we earned a hit
That's why we believe in darkness
I it must burn a bit
Just did a show and everybody knew the to it
The day I risked everything for I couldn't have given anything more all these years have heavy
But this is something that nothing have readied me for
you think all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I
And I don't why
But I cried
And I don't whyyy x2
My went in at 3
My went in at 2
For a debut not to if I have to I make do
Finally some of reward for the things I came through
But it's different to the picture people paint you
On the way up you be a person people take to
you break through and the same people who rated you hate to
All of a sudden anything you do may do may make
And I'm sick to death of explaining was is and aint'
Spend a day in my shoes and you would feel the same to
Though I know got to make the most of it there will be no take 2
And ungrateful I would hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my now
But I don't now
And all the hours awake are making me
Snap every time i'm out
Even people I've been round my whole life are at me like I'm a new me now
They say I've changed but I don't see how
I've always lived my taking corners that I can't see round
knowing what it is I'm trying to seek out
But I'm beginning to question me now
Today I
And I know why
But today I
And I don't know (don't know why I crieddd)
I it must seem mad to you
mad to me
All I've is what I've had to do
Been who had to be
But the path I've walked has so gravely
It's a strain to remain humane amongst all this inhumanity
I had nan who was a mum and dad to me
You can your friends but you can't choose your family
Temporary happiness for me has been a
Stick your sympathy it jack to me
Sick of hearing how I should be
I don't know how to be
I can no pretend
No making out to be
all I needs a slap,
Someone to it out of me
me to spell my irrational thoughts think more rationally
Sick of in the state of vanity
agony
Am I torn or is it all twisted form of vanity
Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures my health
care of my career but I'm neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I just except any help
I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly I lied
I was how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not
Today I
And I don't why
But today I
And I don't know x3