Yo I even know what the vibe is kid All these different things us It got me this fence man and I don't even know what side fall on B see it
Well I'm a y'all ("Half Puerto Rican, half black, but you speak Spanish") call me zebra y'all ("Half Rican, half black...")
Now how old are
six, on my BMX, doin tricks Back to Middlesex with a couple of white trashy brats Everything was coochie crunch till it was time for They said to wait in the back, they that Pops ain't like black See where I was the mostly white it? They see you jiggaboo with your face Be home by one of their daughters and their fathers They want to see you a so I never it Light-skinned, showed lead, curly-headed Called me names, I was different, I was gifted, they made me Found out that I'm a different when I'm in the second grade Abe Lincoln's play, they want me to portray a My momma's face went pale she like she wanted to puke Now that I the truth I'd rather play John Wilkes Booth Although my came and bitched and in the play my role was switched My told me I was fixed my problems wasn't fixed My family seen my views of the world Moms resort, she decided we would move to Newark I took a deep leaving everything I knew behind The air the green grass and my piece of mind Harassed by white on our way we're pulled out our car my mom for Joanne Chesimard now I'm really scarred
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What am I, I'm confused, decide am I who am I what am I Black or white, I identify am I who am I what am I I'm confused, decide What am I who am I am I Black or white, I identify am I who am I what am I
Culture shock, Newark's a far cry from called projects, black eyes, regrets Torn lives, I've never seen so many people My mental gets molested, takes violent threats Stress, walkin home from like a terrorist test I learned blacks could be racist too, somehow still I I was blessed my teachers called me half-breeds and all of that I was of livin here but also scared of movin back See where I was before I was the darkest thing they saw They that I'm black, white around They kick me like a soccer people didn't accept me you Black people didn't me you Puerto didn't accept me you Diggin my identity it gots me goin cuckoo
"I'm the yellow nigga I'm of that. I am not passing, I am black! I was black, I live black, and I will die, proud to be black!"
So now I'm "Hey niggaz" at niggaz that say Chino's not black They come to my house and tell my African mother In fact causin crackup they no sister would attract to me These same brothers got perms to get their like mine was naturally Descrimination, affects a education Hands up in black history class, they never on my ass But wait, at a rapid rate I digest hate, it's family Found out my father left me I'm three Dealt with if I knew my Spanish family they'd help mixed person I met they mostly just kept to themself We moved to Orange I set it off talent shows staring A high yellow progression, my flavor's pouring
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Now how old are
About nineteen off my steam Used to be a punchin bag, but now I stomps, in fiend Now I get the goya jokes, Menudo jokes, Rico jokes But females rush me and the MC's steal up all my See what I lacks in melanin I makes up wit weak attempts at blemishin my mixed heritage I'm treasurin Don't need caucausian acceptance just that of a human Laughed and spit at I don't represent I am not Spanish speaking Now how dues must I pay to win You're angry and you're that opression but you me by the skin I'm in when Adam Powell's, light-skinned and Farrakhan the brother's, and Elijah Muhammad's also, Discrimination from my own peoples is making my go thin so So stop playing me slight saying my song's aight of hype Don't called me red-boned, or light and and damn they're white I ain't no zebra, ain't no half of original call me mulatto I stab you with a broken bottle Callin your oreo get off it yo, now Tom consider He could be like XL, a yellow ass nigga
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