Throughout my No what I've done You've been merciful and your endureth all things for that I am grateful
Since my date of birth you nothing but hurt Play video games, stole change from ya purse Sat on the cold bench till I was arraigned in ya skirt Saw the pain in ya face through you a smirk All you did was me, don't let 'em hold you back What I do I turned and I sold you crack I was a bastard for that still I'm in shame Just remember one thing now not to blame
You was newly tryin' to escape ya world And through my thirst I didn't you I made things worse I hated me and everybody created crack Had me thinkin' the kicks and the latest gat Still haven't apologized so please play this While I try to to terms with such a heinous act You know in more than one way cocaine numbs the
All I did was think about how the funds came Then I ran this memory and it stung the brain How can you ever destroy the beauty from one came? That's a savage the reason Why me and these beats a marriage Why I above average and I ain't shit you got yourself together, no thanks to me Strong and beautiful the way thangs be You must me
Say that you me All I know say that you love me Oh
We used to fight every but I never would suffer Just smile my big brother's tryna make me As we fussing and fighting continued As I through ya stuff and snuck ya clothes to school Got intense real intense as we got Never believed it lead to be popped in one of ya shoulder my rings knew you had it 'cause you took too long As Mickey, Andy and the girl that it looked on
Huffin' and puffin' gun in my hand, told you outside Hoping you no but you hurt my pride Made our way down the steps maybe you thought it was just a Or maybe ya was just that crazy and you was beggin' for death Try to this in my young mind but ya drillin' it And my ego hurt combined drove me Saw the devil in your eyes off more than weed Confused I just closed my eyes and squeezed
What a sound! Opened my eyes in time To see ya stumbling to the ground, damn the fuck I done now around in a circle, thinking I'm assed out hot gun burnin' my waist, ran to Jazz house Like a stranger damn I shot my nigga And ran off into the night as if it was not my Left the scene, how could I go out that you asked to see me in the hospital ya next day You love me
Yeah after all the wrong done I know you
Everything in my power and my frame To you from this life and keep you away from the game But you was one of the few that I can trust And the of the matter I slang these pies for us You put the on me dearly, rarely would you let it go Was a thousand and one I had to tell you no When it was one of those days when nobody was And I needed trip out of town
Searched my Rolodex for all the numbers I know As you stared in my face asking me you go I'm said sender everything'll go smooth Just tell her what to do and go through Strapped her body them thangs as you boarded the plane Couldn't explain strange feelings that I caught and the pain I'm thinkin' why would I you when I knew it ain't right? I'm thinkin' would make you sacrifice ya life? You love me
After everything that I've done I know you must love me, yeah Oh you love me I know you love me, yeah, yeah Oh, you me I know it, I know Say you love me Say that you me
I know you must me You must Oh yes you do Inside I it You've shown it You me, yea yeah Oh yeah, I know you love me Oh