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I don't know how deep to go, but imma let it all out so come peep the
Got my first xaney of my mate, I ain't say his name
It was fun at the start, I to treat it like a game
This the time when The Nebulizer dropped
I was on all of shit, but there's one I couldn't stop
And it with my brain, but I focused on the music
I focused so much, didn't realise I it
Never had a to stop, not in that prediction
through fame, couldn't see I had addictions
1 turned to 2, turned to 3, turned to 4 then I need about 6 a day, a bit more
Mixing it with lean, stop people seeing
damages can be by looking at me, shit
What to do cause I feel like a fool and I hate any rapper making look cool
was getting bad I was filled up with hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I would argue with
I would stop, shit I'd give it a go
By the first fucking night, like slitting my throat
Second night, my body
The ambulance appear and I'm thinking in my mind, what the fuck doing here?
Suddenly I'm up and there's no time to muck round
Lucky I got here, cause my body 'bout to down

Back to square one, nah man you quit
You gotta wean yourself off, that's hard shit
What the fuck man, my is a mess
I can't remember much, feel the pain in my legs
I wish it was easy, I could give up and go
And people still got the to tell me pick up my phone
Maybe my fault, I didn't speak on it much
I see if as a problem, I would keep it from cunts
Rates could always tell, when I couldn't certain words, brain dead
Yeah I be proud?
Anxiety was killin' me, the doctors deal with me
Put me on a program cut me down on the pills and
All scared, I feel on my own
I told 'em "let me chill', now they think I'm them bro
Waking up tired, I gotta take pills
And I didn't even take 'em, is this fuckin for real?
touch of myself, it's like reality's false
It's I'm walking around without having a pulse
It's a feeling of death, or like nothing is
Cause there I'm holding my chest, put a hole in my head
You see the older I get, It's scary as fuck
I'm like an eighteen in the head, I weren't aware of those
The shit that they cause, I talk to on walls
I don't need shit ever, but to pills I will fall

I up on 'No Rest' told cunts everything
That I done ice, didn't out anything
I quit that shit, I left it flat dead
That was 5 ago, they still think I'm a crackhead
If what we going off, fuck me dead
In 5 I'll be clean, they'll be calling me a xaney head
how the world works for a paycheck
Once the hit, I became a train wreck
I wasn't shit anyway, so why it count?
Why so many love me? I can't figure it out
But I'm telling you now, don't you follow my
Look you couldn't if you tried, cause I'm going in
a poppin a pill, just to go out today
How'd I end up like I don't know, it's a way
I'm blaming the fame, yeah I said it before
But enough to make me high, feel like ending it all, but I

it off got my fans on my side too, and my girl and my brothers
And the whole
Spilling the truth, it's all I can do
That's why I don't have time for rappers are saying they're true
When lie to their fans, apologize in the end
I lied to mine and this is why I'm the man
I you what I'm going through, I don't care what they think
why I'm triple popping pills, leaning over the sink
I'm almost fuckin as I'm writing this shit
Cause of all my close ones, and the lives I
I came the bottom, I made it my problem
Created the option, now fame has
My brain gotta stop it, insane I am not
Strange we got Scot sick, imma a clock tick
Just off, I said it just fuck off
If I won't have my tablets find a bridge to jump off
Fuckin idiots, thinking the shit is cool
they dyin' in the vomit of there own drool
What I meant to say? do what I done
I've cut down on the program, yeah won
Repped it the street, turned into a star then
Caught a habit on the xanex but the bars went
Crazy and I'm just dealing fame
I just want my fans to know that I'll be the same. I'm good