1] High roller that's Bubbling but missing something like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up like Soprano I'm a boss like I'm Joseph Bonanno stranded on an island like I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, went back to the grill Fans acting like it's killing them, cheap tricks Wasn't so I went and got my teeth fixed Known for saying harsh remarks are partially dark chopped like it's martial arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still for my life to start Last three months catatonic, miserable Walk around my city and I like I'm invisible Never felt like I had to ask it for Not Casper the Ghost tight for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, heavy while I hallucinate Standing on a ledge to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope soon pills the only way I know to patch these open wounds Responsibility, literally me Life to sparkle. Nothing's fucking thrilling me Used to sit and gather my words, it artillery Now life is torture, madly end it willingly I'm still here are for my dogs and my family I expect anyone to understand me When I was young, love, suicidal Now I'm older, I got suicidal Might be punished for my sins, that would make a line once, haven't had a break since Maybe I should the bar, it's raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try Used to around, thank god i'm the shit Now feel like a of shit in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength like beam so I can out But moves so fast, I need a time out