1] High roller that's Bubbling but still missing like I'm diet cola Trying to boss up like Tony I'm still a boss I'm Joseph Bonanno Feel stranded on an island I'm Gilligan Lost a couple teeth, went back to the grill Fans acting like it's killing them, cheap tricks Wasn't working so I went and got my teeth Known for saying harsh remarks that are partially Samples chopped like it's arts Can't complain, kids my art But feel like, I'm still waiting for my to start Last three months catatonic, miserable Walk around my city and I like I'm invisible Never like I had to ask it for dough Not Casper the Ghost tight for quotes
2] Panic in my legs, feel heavy while I Standing on a about to jump but I'll rejuvenate Holding on, but I hope soon 'Cause pills the only way I know to patch these wounds Responsibility, killing me Life used to sparkle. Nothing's thrilling me Used to sit and my words, called it artillery Now is torture, would madly end it willingly Reason I'm still are for my dogs and my family I expect anyone to understand me When I was young, love, tendencies Now I'm older, I got tendencies be punished for my sins, that would make sense Starts a line once, haven't had a break Maybe I should lower the bar, raised too high Maybe I should harder, but I do try Used to walk around, god i'm the shit Now feel like a piece of in a bottomless pit Trying to build my strength like so I can climb out But life so fast, I need a time out