I feel her touch like a cold tickled my neck She here to show me ways of the dark I would expect her to know by now, I bend or Be afraid of anything she shows me or she say
She me to be scared 'cause she feeds on fear And show me horrible things so I don't see so My vision is so distorted and with new eyes That show me covered in blood and ready to die
I'm afraid of my own and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know that you're and I figured we could talk If she get under my head then I'm blowing my shit off
She's calling on me every night, she's the walls To keep me afraid everyday, she tearing at my sanity Unbarring now become so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be
She know I was use to it, flash backs Trigger my and shoot through it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going insane then I'm somebody with me Out the window of the glass you been living
And if I'm just another that you can turn and get away from Then do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner later 'cause I'm feeling My growing thin in this relationship
And they'll cradle you in the grave all the hate my mind state There's only one way to Grab the thirty eight and it to my temple Waiting on the word and now it all seems so it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop when she me holding the gun Or a suicidalist is what I'm going to I'm hoping you can learn my past and what I've done And in the run maybe you gonna know how to use a gun
She's me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are things so when I sing of evil spells And hidden incognations to open the of hell What if style were wicked, would I human skin With tongue rings and cane, display the skeleton
What if hell heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it really change the here on earth Care to think it, I don't, got too many problems of my own Insanity a crypt that I'm trying to keep a hold on
I just to be left alone So please just go away of my mind is where she calls home And I just take another word she say
if the rose was wicked, would it have teeth Would it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in they What if blood was wicked, would it me want to fight 'Til I drew blood stained in my teeth bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I with blood Would I sculpt with guts, would I human heads to the wall with love all of the above and then some Spend a little on these streets, son
She's me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's calling on me night, she's scratching the walls To keep me everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity now it's become so mundane Becoming insane, I won't be