I feel her touch like a cold breeze my neck She here to show me more of the dark I would expect her to by now, I won't bend or Be of anything she shows me or anything she say
She want me to be scared 'cause she on fear And me horrible things so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and coming with new That show me people covered in and ready to die
I'm of my own self and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my I know that you're alone and I figured we talk If she don't get under my head then I'm blowing my off
She's calling on me every night, she's the walls To keep me everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now it's become so Becoming insane, I be afraid
She didn't I was use to it, flash backs Trigger my brain and through it like fireworks again and again And if I'm going insane then I'm taking somebody me Out the window of the glass house you been
And if I'm another page that you can turn and get away from please do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner later 'cause I'm feeling My growing thin in this relationship
And cradle you in the grave all the hate into my mind state There's one way to retaliate Grab the eight and hold it to my temple Waiting on the word and now it all so simple it's absurd
Maybe it'll stop when she me holding the gun Or a is what I'm going to become I'm hoping you can learn from my past and what done And in the long run maybe you know how to use a gun
She's me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
Why are so wicked when I sing of evil spells And hidden to open the gates of hell What if were wicked, would I wear human skin With magic tongue rings and cane, the skeleton
What if hell heaven and heaven were irreversed Would it really the balance here on earth Care to think about it, I don't, got too problems of my own it's a crypt that I'm trying to keep a hold on
I just to be left alone So everybody please go away Inside of my mind is where she home And I can't take another word she say
What if the rose was wicked, it have teeth Would it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in cheek What if blood was wicked, would it make me want to 'Til I drew blood stained in my teeth bliss white
What if art was wicked, would I paint with Would I sculpt with guts, would I mount human heads to the wall with Probably all of the above and then Spend a little time on streets, son
calling me (she keeps calling me) I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm
She's calling on me every night, scratching the walls To me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity Unbarring now it's become so Becoming insane, I be afraid