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[Joe - Verse 1] Something must've changed me, might defame me But things that used to me, no longer seem to restrain me Strangely I'm no sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling this just ain't me what do I tell all the people that thanked me Mainly those who ordain me, aside from can you me they was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams killed whatever was driving me Worrying less about the past about the now Less about what I'm though more about the how It's for certain it's been 30 years fit for hurting Now I'm a different with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to live without a budget when life is In a house thats so peaceful I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I to but because I love it Which me as fake as the puppets that I speak of disgusted a paddle up sh-t's creek Dig deep and see it ain't life it's me So be warned as I'm on like I'm deformed so y'all can accept it as being my norm Maybe I quit working on me, maybe I up Maybe I been lying to myself I give a f-ck.
It's enough to make you out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a cloud Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin my glass house It's to make you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running a black cloud Tired enough for me to pass out, of running from the black cloud.
Budden - Verse 2] I say it loud hoping can hear me clearly Trying to make my girl get it she know it's very scary But she's a she can come barely near me She want the God and i don't think she's mary mary The prettiest bitches they want to service me While n-ggas prettiest wouldn't get a word from me Some of you haven't heard from me of you wouldn't mind murking me that news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy These n-ggas ain't seen dough They can't dream though i bump into 'em in between People say im emo that really mean though Is though the song can't breathe I make it seem so I lost loved ones because couldn't deal with me Cherish whoever still with me the marriage be killed in me Normally it's just me and my mind Everyone storm is so this forecast is only mine Fans my misery uplifted me me to my epitome, guess the curse is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe weighing on me physically I should man up and tell GOD not to solicit me Been medicated, Sedated, assassinated, all theses years I masqueraded Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it Tongue on the devil's to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, rappers are so Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, spray it, by people to shoot it before me unconditionally love my beautiful ugly Now speak to who I cater to Would you me to say(or sang?), before my weeks were not favorable Promised to maintain being but relatable All while suffering from a disease that could do away you Poetry on the beat, for the masses Therapy over pro-tools, every is on acid Continents on Kush, every is blunted Highly this whole organization privately funded is bigger than the Eiffle, this is alert to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges the rifle Sentences to stifle, this is a man aching This is the damn breaking, contraband in the This is panic unveiling, got but I never met it He be trying to come over, it seem GOD won't let it Either he never got my or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm hearing are the of blackness, why am I pessimistic? You'll never if you'll never try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My spread, but when I'm at the sky Weather change like I thought and had me petrified.