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[Joe - Verse 1] Something must've me, n-ggas might defame me But things that used to taint me, no seem to restrain me Strangely I'm no sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, like this just ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the people that me those who ordain me, aside from can you blame me Motivation they was me no longer providing me Jason Williams killed whatever was driving me Worrying less the past more about the now Less about what I'm going more about the how It's for certain it's been 30 years fit for hurting Now I'm a different person with nohing to in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 in my sock drawer And honestly year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to without a budget when life is corrupted In a house thats so that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream it not because I have to but because I love it Which makes me as as the puppets that I speak of disgusted a paddle up sh-t's creek Dig and see it ain't life it's just me So be warned as I'm putting on I'm deformed Only so y'all can accept it as being my Maybe I quit on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been to myself maybe I give a f-ck.
It's enough to you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a cloud Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my glass enough to make you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky I'm running from a black cloud Tired for me to pass out, tired of running from the black cloud.
[Joe Budden - 2] I say it loud hoping someone can me clearly Trying to make my girl get it she don't it's very scary But she's a she can come barely near me She want the God and i don't think she's mary mary The prettiest bitches they just to service me While n-ggas prettiest bitches wouldn't get a from me Some of you haven't heard from me some of you mind murking me that news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy These ain't never seen dough They can't dream though i bump into 'em in shows People say im emo what really mean though Is though the song can't breathe I actually make it so I lost loved ones they couldn't deal with me Cherish whoever still with me the marriage be killed in me Normally it's just me and my mind Everyone storm is different so this forecast is mine Fans recognize my uplifted me Shifted me to my epitome, the curse is a gift to me Maybe its serendipity, maybe weighing on me physically Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to me medicated, meditated Sedated, Character assassinated, all theses years I Hard headed, if it was on my I had to say it on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster tasted Rap is fabricated, rappers are so Wouldn't be scared of the if they weren't castrated Grab a mag, spray it, by people to shoot it before me unconditionally love my beautiful ugly Now speak to who I cater to Would you love me to say(or sang?), before my were not favorable Promised to maintain being unique but All while suffering from a disease that do away with you Poetry on the beat, spoken-word for the over pro-tools, every word is on acid Continents on Kush, every vowel is wanted this whole organization privately funded This is bigger than the Eiffle, is alert to public Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges the rifle Sentences meant to stifle, this is a man This is the breaking, contraband in the making This is panic unveiling, got but I never met it He be trying to come over, it seem like GOD let it he never got my invite or he jus dismissed it But if all I'm are the sounds of blackness, why am I pessimistic? never progress if you'll never try All I ask, let every I birth, never die My wings spread, but I'm at the sky didn't change like I thought and had me petrified.