You should a song where the concept is... You're basically writing like a letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was age
I don't Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to your sad I would put you far away from the decaying roots that you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow inside you
Spent so much of my time wishing you were But reality is that with life can't never be But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and 'em with precision And better the intentions of every single Who'd play a part in you learning what your worth is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd all your pain and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking No more of that fraud shit, else could hurt you Yeah, nobody else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you too I that you been running from everything that's behind you I know you've been burying deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you But I'm sitting in this time frame Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind One day it could get better, maybe it get better Maybe we could change shit, no more weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through mind You just like me, wish that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and from heaven like a cliffhanger
is different now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I at the mirror and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And you should know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for you made me And that you need to hear this even if it makes you God lives inside you, you've already him The Devil in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise church for every fucking thing they taught you It's just a fucking stain that I I could wipe off you That I wish I could off you And I forgive you for doing that it cost you Everything that it price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that follow you to Hell you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never it with that love Now I realize that shit is the alternative Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I just that you grew up with someone you could count on I wish you knew you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever it in anybody else Cuz I help you find you And if I saw it killing you I I would revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing You're not just my mom, but you're the reason I And the best that you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer And even though my childhood wasn't and I still love you I just want you to know if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you had a nicer life And a childhood, that you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so that you have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was born That's what I would have for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know you've been running from that's behind you I know that you've been everything deep inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending
I know Maybe I would write you a happy I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow you And that I could hide you the rain So that it be easier for happiness to find you Or I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or maybe all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias