You should write a where the concept is... basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To mother, when she was your age
I know I would write you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought if she could plant a seed It would somehow inside you
so much of my time wishing you were different But reality is that with can't never be provision But if I wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all obstacles and kill 'em with precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you learning exactly your worth is I'd you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else hurt you Yeah, nobody else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I know that you been running from everything that's you I you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, that I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this frame Struggling with my demons and these stupid mind game One day it could get better, it could get better Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement Know you hated your mom, know it went through your You were just like me, wish that you had time To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from like a cliffhanger
Everything is now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and every And maybe you should know, it's the last that I wanted Cuz what I hate you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for you made me And that you need to hear this even if it you angry God lives inside you, you've already him The lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every thing they taught you It's just a stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I wipe off you And I you for doing everything that it cost you Everything that it caused price I wish it cost you Losing a part of me that would you to Hell you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to patterns that I never get out of Now I realize that I could never it with that love Now I realize that is the alternative outcome Never you to save me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you up with someone you could count on I wish you knew that you never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever it in anybody else Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have happy end in peace
Because, you are a special thing You're not just my mom, but you're the I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a childhood And even though my wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, you know You not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not the strength to leave But just so that you would have happier and stronger Even if I exist, even it meant that I was never born That's I would have wanted for you
Yeah, and if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending Cuz I know you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's you I know you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could your happy ending And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending
I know I would write you a happy ending I rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying that bore you And let you experience all the ways happiness could bloom before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow grow you And I could hide you from the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's trying to be queen Or we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias