"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
me from the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy Give me Can you bring me back to
me from the pain I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light Give me Can you bring me back to
I been from the pain in my brain Got stains on my while I search for the real me Search for the me, lost in the night Only to angels when I'm lost in a height I really wanna get lost in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm getting in the vibe Then I took the up and I drink it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking lost in my eyes But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not trusting But I'ma keep coming though, till I'm sure that I found something And when I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, No feelings, no allowed And if pain's a trapdoor I need God And so send someone to come me out But think, don't talk about it Wait, don't sing, don't nobody Wait, don't drink, don't your body Wait, don't scream, no, shout it See, these voices in my head are the loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I really have a motherfucking outlet So, I to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think you could bring Him near me So I keep praying, every word that I saying Every part of me I needed shield from part of me that needs saving
Save me from the I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me to life?
None of this's real, it calls you Thought I found you, now I'm too I've been to service sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of reworded A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts A lotta stuff resonates with certain persons I've been searching for the truth but it's in lies every single verse until I'm red in my eyes And God'll hear you when you offering ties And is the truth But the Devil's a lie But what am I to do when the is I? And I touch seems to shrivel and die? My mama always said I was a rebel But now I'm looking for some and a benevolent I And how it feels to need that, some pie And how long it will when it comes from the sky Means I'll probably be until I crumble and die And just wrestling with while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I tell Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm fucking Cause these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel vision's so clouded And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can me And you know him well, and I think that you could bring him me So I keep praying, everything I keep saying Every part of me I needed shield from Every part of me that needs
Save me from the I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light me sanction Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the cross for Do you any fucking proof? Everything here is And I'm just searching for some fucking Cause everything they ever me not to do Has always me question what freedom is Why listen to the when they not from you? And why judged when I freely live? Now I what the fucking root of evil is And why peace is dead, but lives thinking they can talk to you And what they believe in they are true Now they feel they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to hell and come to you Now I don't know who wrote the Bible But nothing under the sun goes Take every shot you have with a rifle you rarely ever get a chance for revival So, just think, just talk it Wait, just think, just tell Wait, don't blink, fail your body Wait, just scream, fucking shout it So the voices in your fall abruptly silent And the blood in your veins rough and violent And you see with your lifted eyelids And every burden you carry is eventually And you talk to God, when you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, Him, He can keep the pain and fears too And you keep praying, only now you repeat sayings Cuz you when you let it go, then you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"