"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
Save me the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now me 'til I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
Save me the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
I been running from the pain in my Got stains on my scene I search for the real me for the real me, lost in the night Only talk to angels when I'm in a height I really wanna get lost in my mind So I pray until I feel I'm lost in the vibe Then I took the bottle up and I it to my what? Yep, drink it to my fucking lost in my eyes But I don't wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting But I'ma coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something And when I tell you it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no thoughts And if pain's a trapdoor I need God And so send to come walk me out But think, don't talk about it Wait, don't sing, don't tell Wait, don't drink, don't your body Wait, scream, no, fucking shout it See, these voices in my are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel vision's so clouded And I don't have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I think that you could bring Him me So I keep praying, word that I keep saying part of me that I needed shield from Every part of me needs saving
Save me the pain I'm falling Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light me sanction Can you me back to life?
of this's real, when it calls you Thought I you, now I'm lost too I've been listening to sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of reworded A lotta detected and thoughts suggested A lotta stuff that resonates with certain I've been searching for the truth but embedded in lies Read every single verse I'm red in my eyes And only hear you when you offering ties And protection is the But the Devil's a lie But am I to do when the Devil is I? And everything I touch seems to and die? My always said I was a rebel inside But now I'm looking for some peace and a I And how it feels to that, some humbling pie And how long it take when it comes from the sky Means probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just with Satan while I'm struggling by So, I think, I talk it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I my body Wait, I scream, I'm shouting Cause these in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so fucking And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I don't really have a outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think that you bring him near me So I keep praying, everything that I keep Every part of me that I needed from Every of me that needs saving
Save me the pain I'm down you hear me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your light Give me Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the cross for Do you have any fucking here is man-made And I'm just searching for fucking truth Cause they ever told me not to do Has always made me question what is Why listen to the words when they not from And why feel when I freely live? Now I know what the fucking of evil is And why peace is dead, but lives Everybody they can talk to you And what they believe in they are true Now feel that they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to hell and first to you Now I don't know who wrote the Bible But nothing the sun goes unrecycled Take every shot you have with a fucking you rarely ever get a chance for revival So, think, just talk about it Wait, think, just tell somebody Wait, don't blink, fail your body Wait, just scream, fucking shout it So the voices in your head fall silent And the blood in your flows rough and violent And you see everything with your eyelids And every you carry is eventually lighted And you to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, Him, He can keep the pain and fears too And you keep praying, now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you know when you let it go, you receive Satan
"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"