Yeah, most of my adult life I've torn into two If you love me then I love you and song is for you It's hard when you know when you sick And your shorty seein' you is an wreck
The I get, it's like the farther I feel And my heart has turned this heavy armor and steel It's to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit And I a lot of pills 'cause it numbs shit
I I had another path to follow Wish I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle A novel, my future a box or an urn Havin' dreams about death but I'm not that
And I'm diseased through the seasons they Watchin' leaves from the trees disease and they burn I'm to learn but I'm holdin' my breath And everyday alive is just closer to death
Yeah, I've been longer then I expected to be And took care of that's expected of me Took care of my girl and my I told her that I'm always here and I her
I handle shit 'cause I'm grown now And the truth is that I'd be alone now I'd not have to deal with the day And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin'
My brother Rasul, we had a and grudge But we grew up together, cousin, so peace and love I wish all the best, I all the shine I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts a nine
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil But I love has turned to a tedious task I feel that life a waiting for people to pass But nobody ever want you to see the mask
Yeah, I wanna be a burden to y'all I just know exactly what my purpose is for I feel like nothin' I do is ever And that I'm actin' a fool night
And I admit, I take care of myself So I do a lot of thinkin' and myself 'Cause the fact is my father young and I might too And it any way to tell what I might do
I don't wanna leave my behind I don't want for her to cry because the is mine I don't want for her to no more I don't want for her to a 9 to 5 no more
I ain't have to a fuckin' 9 to 5 before So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for And if the shit ain't work out and I'm gone Just remember that the love isn't gone