The door opened, in my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm wide Only to hear our father not true, I'm hopin' I some air, I'm chokin Get me off this ride, where's goin? Feelin' I'm lost, I'm Suspended in state Why I'm chosen for fate? I don't know shakes back and forth emotional Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm Deep I'm freakin' my father back, I need him Why's God half the two that gave me life My mind thought, now no longer can I sleep at night Not right, insecure, now what's my future lookin' like? dealt with death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor cause my stomachs feelin' sick and I was mad at the he took him all too quick that day On his way to me up, he never made it Blamed it all on myself, therefore I dwelled in On a called destruct, many thought I wouldn't make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just can't seem to it take it away, this mad situation My world is and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in
x2] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin Accepting you gone, but understood
Hey dad, I miss you, for everyday And for the rest of my life, try to remain Until we reunite, live on, memory the seeds you planted gently Thanks for there for me And all the you spent with me Love sent for me(?), if I only have that day back To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and a chat But the fact still remains, later, on the day I have to meet our maker I my feelings on the paper, for now Along the golf course you once played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like your presence is I and I stare, I see the pictures of days we shared Well aware that you cared, makin sure I was for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the come with it, always kept my head lifted I grip it close to my heart, you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all I couldn't begin Accepting you gone, but understood