The opened, in walked my brother Terrified, teary-eyed, I'm open Only to hear our father not true, I'm hopin' I need some air, I'm Get me off this ride, where's life I'm lost, I'm frozen Suspended in state Why I'm for this fate? I don't know Head shakes back and forth Unsociable, not Remainin silent, cause I'm Deep I'm freakin' Want my father back, I him God cheatin? Takin' half the two gave me life My mind thought, now no longer can I sleep at night Not feelin' right, insecure, now what's my lookin' like? Ain't dealt death before, age 11 and can't take no more My hands on the floor cause my feelin' sick and I was mad at the Lord Because he him all too quick that day On his way to me up, he never made it Blamed it all on myself, therefore I in self-hatred On a path called destruct, many thought I make it I hate it, the way I feel, but I just seem to shake it Somebody take it away, mad situation My world is breakin' and I feel I'm to cave in
x2] I to take it all in After it all settled I begin you were gone, but understood
Hey dad, I you, for everyday gone And for the rest of my life, try to strong Until we reunite, on, your memory the seeds you planted gently Thanks for there for me And all the you spent with me Love for me(?), if I could only have that day back To sit down and rap, shoot the and have a chat But the fact remains, still later, on the day I have to meet our maker I my feelings on the paper, for now the golf course where you once played I see you as I drive by, I feel you like your presence is I stop and I stare, I see the of days we shared Well that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the come with it, always kept my head lifted I grip it to my heart, everthing you taught me My dad, my hero, you have my for all eternity
x4] I tried to it all in After it all settled I begin you were gone, but understood