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Now, this might get a personal
Or a lot
discretion is advised

Yo look

When I was ten, shit, I I could fly
I just flap my fucking arms and try to meet with the sky
And in my I'd envision that I was speaking with God
And then I'd chop his fucking fist off and him with mine
But this is just a fucking portion of the war my mind
So I'mma take you fuckers and through the vortex of time
When I was seven me at the bottom of stairs
And I solemnly swear that this is the truth, no here
See I was young, man, I was a toddler, a kid
And he wasn't the first to try but he did
He took me to the basement and after the had been cut
He whipped it out and sodomized and forced his through my gut

See it was weird because I felt like I was my mind
And it happened like it happened millions of times
And I would that I would tell but they would think that I was lyin'
And now the power that he held was like a beacon of
So now I got used to it, I put up the shit
And now my was so volcanically eruptive and shit
But this is nothing 'cause I guess he told his friend he do
And they ate it up, shit I was a buffet for two

And then it happened in a home every fucking one knew
And they ain't do shit but fucking blame it on
I'm mom but I really used to blame it on you
But even you, by then wouldn't know to do

And now it happened so often he was getting particular
And I'm more every time, word to my speed and ventricular
One night he came and I was asleep in my bed
He on top of me and forced himself between my legs
He me, hey Ray, I see you like them Popsicle sticks
So put your mouth on my dick and fucking the spit

And I was confused but I was scared so I did what he
I had no idea the effect it would on my head
My heart was pumping it was with like tons of my fear
Imagine being seven and seeing cum in underwear
I know it's nasty but I'd even bleed from my butt
Disgusting right? Now let that feeling ring your guts

I thought of offing myself, I of killing these niggas
Wanted to take a fucking brick and push teeth through they liver
Wanted to smash the fucking world and burn its parts
Wanted to rip it out and fucking step on my heart

I grew up and I wasn't within the reach of these men
But didn't keep me out the motherfucking reach of my sin
And psychologically I was just as fucked as come
I was confused, I had to prove I wasn't from the jump
I was of myself, I had no love for myself
I tried to kill, I to hide, I tried to run from myself
There was a point in my life where I like who I was
So I'd create the people I would try to become
came into play and with as scarred as I was
I was extremely of men so I started liking girls
I started starving myself, up my bodily health
I didn't wanna be to nobody else
I didn't want the appeal, wanted to my own growth
But there's a fucking reason behind scar that I show
I never got to be a kid so as far as I grow
My state is out of date, and that's as far as I know

My biggest was fear, and what being fearful could do
It me run, it made me hide it made me scared of the truth
I'm not anymore, I'm not the same anymore
I mean I'm sane but I'm insane but not the as before
I had to with my shit, I had to look at my truth
To understand that to grow got to look at your root
I had to cut off the dead, I had to make myself
And now I'm just standing living proof look at me now
I made it through everything, I made you like a clown
I'm great, can't fucking hate, you nigga look at me now

Now I'm just saying to tell you there's a way from the ground
The makings of a legend are hidden in trials
So just be and just move on and just accept what you can
Because it makes your story better you read at the end

There's a story every single scar that I show
I made it out, this a me nobody's gotten
I had to open my wounds, I had to bleed til I it
Thanks for joining me here as I out my closet
I said I my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it
Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my