[Intro: people talking] I from depression depression Had it my whole I had it so bad that uh... I had Been diagnosed with major Lots of phobias, of fears Anxiety, panic I had depression before, I didn't that Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me in, it starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for Shits real fucked up, my brains filled much confusion Do you what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending shit Flames rising from the ashes that your about to Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far everythin' Sat a half an hour, just of a better way To put your soul to rest and set your at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I sleep for all eternity
Dear cruel world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday it's just a struggle even to Dear please wipe away the tears I'll be better off I'm gone In my own private Hell and left all
2:] So many reasons just to leave this planet Pressure gets to be so much, the way you can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, be fuckin' your friends A million reasons, circumstances for soul to transend Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll my walls to red I lock the door, turn up the music, the T.V. screen I leave a fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean It's to the point I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you can't me, you can't offer me no hope It's too late to try and stop it, I lost the fuckin' war I ain't gonna write no letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, even think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna remember me, gonna be cryin' All in my death like I was in life Let me take my breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold world why am I here? I never to be alive Everyday it's a struggle even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears I'll be better off I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
You won't me when I'm gone (Flames risin', risin') I know you did me so (Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel world why am I risin', flames risin' Dear just wipe away the tears risin', flames risin' Dear cold cruel why am I here? (just wipe away, wipe away) Flames risin', risin' Dear please juse wipe the tears (just wipe away, just away) Flames risin', flames cold cruel world why am I here? Flames risin', flames Dear please juse wipe the tears Flames risin', flames