[Intro: Random talking] I suffer from depression Had it my whole I have had it so bad uh... I had Been diagnosed with major of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic I had depression before, I think that Depression be so bad
1:] Sometimes it like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it to grow colder It's I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it Ten motherfuckin' seconds from ending this shit Flames rising from the ashes that your to commit Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from Sat a half an hour, just of a better way To put soul to rest and set your mind at ease Put the barrel in my mouth, I sleep for all eternity
Dear cold world why am I here? I never asked to be it's just a struggle even to survive Dear please wipe away the tears I'll be better off when I'm In my own private Hell and all alone
2:] So many just to leave this fuckin' planet gets to be so much, the way you just can't stand it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' friends A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll my walls to red I the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen I leave a bloody mess out for my moms to clean to the point that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope And you don't know me, you help me, you can't offer me no hope It's too to try and stop it, I done lost the fuckin' war I gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor I'm a do it I swear, don't think I'm even fuckin' lyin' Nobody gonna remember me, nobody be cryin' All alone in my death like I was in Let me take my final breath, can bury me tonight
Dear cold cruel why am I here? I never asked to be Everyday it's just a struggle to survive Dear please just wipe away the I'll be better off I'm gone In my own private and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm (Flames risin', risin') I you did me so wrong (Flames risin')
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