1] I once knew a nigga real name was William his primary concern, was a million being the hustler, that the world ever seen he used to moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams a corrupted mind, at the age of thirteen nigga had a father and his mom was a feen she put the down, but forever yeah she was sober her heart simultaneously grew colder he started hanging out selling bags in the the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects he was fascinated by material but he money never bought respect he build a reputation cause he hustle and steal but got locked once it didn't hesitate to so criminals he chilled didn't think he was real you see me and niggaz like have never been equal I dont project my insurecurity's at other he feeded for props like addicts pipes and needles so he felt he had to prove to everyone he was a fever minded young man with potetial the of a ghetto breed capatalistic mental coincidentally out of school to sell weed dancing with the devil, smoked until his would bleed but he was sick of selling trees and in to his greed
Everyone trying to be never face the consequences you propably did a month for minor offences ask a nigga life if he had another chance but then again always the wicked at new and advanced dance forever with the devil on a code cell but thats what happens when you rape, murder and sell devils to be gods, angels that fell from the top there's no because we're burning in the melting pot
2] So Billy robbing niggaz, anything he could do get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew starting fights over little shit, up on the stepped up to selling mothers and the crack rock working overtime for making money for the spot hit the and wanted to move up to cocaine for filling the scarface fantasy stuck in his tired of the niggaz treating him the same he wanted to be major like the cut and the thugs but when he tried to to 'em, niggaz showed him no love they told him any motherfucking coward can drugs any nigga with a gun, can bust slugs any nigga with a red shirt can like a blood even Puffy the motherfucker up in a club but only a real thug can stab someone till die standing in of them, starring straight into their eyes Billy realized that these men were guarded and they to test him, before business started suggested raping a bitch to prove he was cold so now he had a choice going back to his life or making money with men, up in the cife his about cars and ice, made him agree a hardcore nigga is all he wanted to be and so he met them friday night at a to three
3] They drove around the projects while it was raining smoking blunts, and joking for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the street alone three in the morning, coming back work, on her way home and so they quietly got out the car and her through the projects, the darkness swallowed her they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her the floor is it kid now you got your chance to be raw so oaked her up and grapped the chick by the hair and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody she struggled hard but they her to go up the stairs they got to the roof and then her down on the ground screaming shut the fuck up and moving around the covered her face, but she screamed the clouts so Billy on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty knew exactly what they were doing they kicked her they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving blood through the cloth, she cried silently and then they all proceeded to rape her Billy was meant to go first, but of them took a turn her up, and choking her until her throat burned a jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and one of niggaz pulled out a brand new twenty-two they told him she was a witness of what she'd gone through and if he killed her he was guaranteed a in the crew he thought it for a minute, she was practicly dead and so he over and put the gun right to her head
[Sample from "Survival of the Fittest" by Deep] I'm falling and I turn back I'm falling and I can't back
4] Right before he the trigger, and ended her life he about the cold pain with the platinum and ice and he felt strong standing with his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt but what he saw him start the cringine studder cuz he was into the eyes of his own mother she looked back at him and cried, he had forsaken her she more painfully, than when they were raping her his whole stopped, he couldn't even contiplate his had succesfully changed his fate and he remembered how his mom used to come home working hard for nothing, cause now what was he he turned away from the woman had once given him birth and crying out to the sky cause he was and scared but only the responded, cause god wasn't there and then he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and with no soul they say death you to a better place but I doubt it after that killed his mother, and never spoke about it and listen cause the story that I'm telling is cuz I was with Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom to and now the devil follows me everywhere I go infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my and every street cypher listening to little flowe he could be standing right to you, and you wouldn't know the devil grows inside the hearts of the selvish and white, brown, yellow and colored is not restricted you have a self destructive destiny when inflicted and you'll be one of gods children and from the top there's no because we're burning in the melting pot so when the devil wants to dance you, you better say never because the dance with the devil last you forever