1] I once a nigga whose real name was William his primary concern, was a million being the hustler, that the world ever seen he used to moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams a young mind, at the age of thirteen never had a father and his mom was a feen she put the pipe down, but forever she was sober her sons heart simultaneously grew he started hanging out bags in the projects the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects he was fascinated by objects but he money never bought respect he build a reputation cause he could hustle and but got once it didn't hesitate to squeal so he chilled with didn't think he was real you see me and niggaz like this have been equal I dont project my insurecurity's at people he feeded for props like addicts with and needles so he felt he had to prove to everyone he was a fever young man with infinite potetial the product of a ghetto capatalistic mental dropped out of school to sell weed dancing with the devil, until his eyes would bleed but he was sick of trees and gave in to his greed
Everyone trying to be trife never face the you propably only did a month for minor ask a nigga doing life if he had another but then again there's the wicked at new and advanced dance forever with the devil on a code cell but thats happens when you rape, murder and sell rock devils to be gods, angels that fell from the top there's no diversity because we're burning in the pot
2] So Billy started robbing niggaz, he could do he'd get his respect back, in the of his crew starting fights over little shit, up on the up to selling mothers and brothers the crack rock working overtime for making money for the spot hit the jackpot and wanted to up to cocaine for filling the scarface fantasy stuck in his tired of the niggaz treating him the same he wanted to be major like the cut and the thugs but when he tried to to 'em, niggaz showed him no love they told him any motherfucking coward can sell any bitch nigga with a gun, can bust any nigga a red shirt can front like a blood Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club but only a real thug can stab till they die standing in front of them, starring into their eyes Billy realized these men were well guarded and they wanted to test him, before business suggested a bitch to prove he was cold hearted so now he had a choice between going to his life or making money made men, up in the cife his dreams about cars and ice, him agree a nigga is all he ever wanted to be and so he met them friday at a quarter to three
3] They drove around the projects slow while it was blunts, drinking and joking for entertainment untill they saw a woman on the street walking three in the morning, back from work, on her way home and so they got out the car and followed her walking through the projects, the swallowed her they her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor this is it kid now you got your to be raw so Billy her up and grapped the chick by the hair and her into a lobby that had nobody there she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the they got to the roof and then held her down on the shut the fuck up and stop moving around the shirt covered her face, but she screamed the so stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were they kicked her until cracked her ribs and she stopped moving blood leaking through the cloth, she silently and then all proceeded to rape her violently Billy was meant to go first, but each of took a turn ripping her up, and choking her until her burned a jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned when they were and she was lying bloody, broken and broos one of them niggaz pulled out a new twenty-two they told him that she was a witness of what gone through and if he her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew he about it for a minute, she was practicly dead and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her
[Sample from "Survival of the Fittest" by Deep] I'm and I can't turn back I'm falling and I can't back
4] Right he pulled the trigger, and ended her life he thought about the cold pain with the and ice and he felt strong standing along his new brothers cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt but what he saw him start the cringine studder cuz he was into the eyes of his own mother she looked at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her she cried more painfully, than when were raping her his whole world stopped, he couldn't contiplate his corruption had succesfully his fate and he remembered how his mom used to come late working hard for nothing, cause now what was he he turned away from the woman that had once him birth and crying out to the sky cause he was and scared but the devil responded, cause god wasn't there and then he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and died with no they say take you to a better place but I doubt it after they killed his mother, and never spoke about it and listen cause the story that I'm is true cuz I was there Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom to and now the devil me everywhere that I go I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my shows and every street cypher listening to little flowe he could be standing right to you, and you wouldn't know the devil grows inside the hearts of the selvish and white, brown, and black colored is not restricted you a self destructive destiny when your inflicted and you'll be one of gods children and fell the top there's no because we're burning in the melting pot so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say because the dance with the devil might you forever